My sexual behavior was rather wild and careless. I would get this feeling of loneliness and fill that space by arranging a sex date to two hours from that moment. In the beginning, I felt so free doing this. I had the right to use my body and offer it to others. I was in control. FUCKBUDDY started as a project to celebrate female freedom to fuck around, but it quickly turned into a project of self-reflecting and realization of what this behavior was causing to my psyche.

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