I wanted to dig deep so I arranged multiple sex dates with men. Some of the experiences were nasty, some left me feeling emotionless.
     Do I want to keep sleeping with strangers and is it really good for me? Or do I want to build a deeper connection with just one person? As I'm trying to figure this all out my sex filled past keeps knocking on my shoulder.

The one night stands were me craving for acceptation and attention.
This is a statement about my sexual behavior - how it exists and grows and shifts its shape with me. (2019)

© Ninni Lahti 2020